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Thursday, September 11, 2008

It's tough but I must do it. For past few weeks,I've already thought to retire from idSO. Check out my post way before this entry.And last night, I decided to retire. Basically, the reason for I retire because I can't keep it up with my job. Seriously, sometimes- not sometimes- but most of the time, I quarrel with my sis just because of game. Sound silly,but that's the fact. I'm so tired with all those quarrel, so I ended up my passion of gaming. Anyway, my mum also hasn't granted the grant for this year. Must saving up a lot of money nowadays. *sigh*.

Seal Online already gave me all those sweet and bitter memories. I know seal online because of Chris. He played first in taiwanSO and has lvl 1xx. During that time, I played FlyFF international server.Heard that international server of SO going to open,I decided to retire Flyff. But, waited for 2 years with no news,Chris and I decided to play japanSO since they don't require SSN( social security number). We also tried Pangya,SCO and Maple Story. Anyway, I went back to Indonesia, and after one year in here,I decided to play idSO and Chris played chinaSO. Time flies,one day before SO international server closed beta started,Chris passed away. Before that,both of us already have the IDs and chosen as closed beta tester.We promised to each other that we're going to play international server SO.

I played idSO just to make my mind busy -not to remember Chris- and this is the path that I choose. I'm glad at the end,almost a year now, that bit by bit I can forget him. I know also that most of my friends at Seal Online won't forgive me for my decision,but this is also part of my healing process. I love people that I met in Seal Online, no matter how good and how bad they treat me. I always pray to God that He will bless them. Seal Online is one of my fave game and that's really hurt me when I decided to retire. But ended up I must do it,right? For this decision,I've already talked with David. He said,better not to retire now,wait for a month then perhaps retire. But,sorry david,I can't keep it up till a month.So sorry to all devoters and my close friends in Seal Online.

I let it go everything that I have. Love someone doesn't have to have him/her rite? I always pray to God that He will protect and bless him.

posted by Anette @ 11:06 AM