It's been a while for me to write down in this blog.
So many things happened in my life, and yet I feel I don't have time to write it down and reflected.
Part of me feels that I still miss him and yet I know I should not burden myself, my friends and my family for these feelings.
Last year I went to Singapore with my dad and had couraged to contact his brother and family to visit him. When I came there I felt sad and overwhelmed. I couldn't pray appropriately and said whatever I wanted to say to him. At the end of the meeting, his mother said that I'm a good person for her son. It just made me so guilty and so sad, because I felt that in some way I made her son a dishonest and covered up a lots of dark secret.
I don't want to stuck in the past, and yet somehow I feel more lonely and stuck up in the past than ever. I don't feel into depression yet, but well, it's hard and I should make my body and mind to be busy and not thinking in negative way.
Enough is enough and future is should be reached well.
+.age : 25 years old.+
+.birthday : 12 april.+
+.current location : surabaya.+
+.occupation : custom jeweler and finance manager.+
+.wishes : God always protect people that I love.+
+.interests : anything related with music,books,art,computer,movies,food.+
+.status : complicated.+
+.Loves.+
+.food : anything that spicy and yummy.+
+.dessert : haagen daaz cookies and cream.+
+.movie : romantic comedy,drama,thriller.+
+.books : non-fiction,magz,manga,self-development.+
+.music : jazz,blues,swing,rock n roll,pop,oldies,r n b, hip hop.+
+.drinks : white coffee,cappuccino,green tea,plain water.+
+.Hates.+
+.fruits : durian.+
+.people : backstabber,fake,two-timing.+
+.occassion : queuing,late people (but sometimes I'm always late, how? >.<
+.Personality.+
++.Your type is.++
ISFJ
Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Strength of the preferences %
22 22 22 56
++.Qualitative analysis of your type formula.++
You are:
+.slightly expressed introvert
+.slightly expressed sensing personality
+.slightly expressed feeling personality
+.moderately expressed judging personality
++.Giver test.++
You typify a mélange of give and take in your relationship. You do not give indiscriminately nor do you make unwarranted demands of your partner. Your position may be referred to as that of the sharer. You are more likely to go with the flow using this style, giving when you feel you have something to offer, and taking when you see that your partner is in a position to offer you something of value. You seem to be comfortable with yourself and are able recognize your own needs and desires as well as those of your partner.
If your partner is also a sharer, your relationship is likely to be a healthy one, at least from this point of view.
++.Patience test.++
If good things come to those who wait, you're in luck! You are usually a patient person. People trust you to remain composed, and although you occasionally lose your patience, you are usually able to tolerate delay with calm and dignity. There may, however, be several specific areas in which you should work on your patience. Take some time to think about what makes you impatient and why. Keep in mind that impatience can result in extra stress and poor health.
++.Type A test.++
You seem to have Type B personality. Your attitude towards life is more of the "smell the roses" kind and you know how and when to relax. Nonetheless, you realize that picking up a challenge and competing a little bit for your place in the sun can add some spice to your life. Generally, you are easy to be around, and people tend to feel relaxed and comfortable in your presence. The equilibrium is important, so don't let your hostile, aggressive, and competitive alter ego take over too often. Yours is a very healthy attitude towards life.
++.Empathy Quotient test.++
Your Empathy Quotient is extremely high. Individuals in this range are able to recognize the emotions of others very well and understand the underlying motivation behind their actions. You are capable of putting yourself in other people's shoes and seeing their particular perspectives, which is an essential skill for creating satisfying and meaningful human interaction. Your friends and family count on you to understand where they are coming from and this creates a kind of unspoken bond. You are able to get along with people from all different backgrounds and your friend base likely reflects this. You are open-minded when it comes to other's actions - you don't fall victim to making snap judgments. You tend to see both sides of a story and the shades of gray in between, and as a result, are able to give people a sense of perspective when they can't understand a situation.
Your high level of empathy likely makes you a magnet to those seeking advice. They know that you are always there to lend an ear and that you have insight into problems and possible solutions. You are very flexible in your thinking and don't resort to dogma when considering the ways of another culture or group of people. Your open-mindedness and ability to empathize are truly outstanding. If you ever feel yourself slipping in this respect, refer to the advice section below for helpful reminders.
It's been a while for me to write down in this blog.
So many things happened in my life, and yet I feel I don't have time to write it down and reflected.
Part of me feels that I still miss him and yet I know I should not burden myself, my friends and my family for these feelings.
Last year I went to Singapore with my dad and had couraged to contact his brother and family to visit him. When I came there I felt sad and overwhelmed. I couldn't pray appropriately and said whatever I wanted to say to him. At the end of the meeting, his mother said that I'm a good person for her son. It just made me so guilty and so sad, because I felt that in some way I made her son a dishonest and covered up a lots of dark secret.
I don't want to stuck in the past, and yet somehow I feel more lonely and stuck up in the past than ever. I don't feel into depression yet, but well, it's hard and I should make my body and mind to be busy and not thinking in negative way.
Enough is enough and future is should be reached well.
