my family already in here for about 1 week,tomorrow they will be going back to indonesia.
somehow i feel so sad because i dunno when i will be back to indonesia again.
my mum wants me to go back on december,but i want to celebrate my dear's birthday in here >.<
the exchange rate now falling down badly and i don't dare ask my mum more money >.<
beside that, my sis needs money alot because she will open a clinic for autismn children in surabaya. she spends alot of money in here just for toys and my mum bit complained bout that >.<
now i'm very sad...i dunno why...perhaps i miss my dear too much...perhaps i will miss my family again... haiz...>.<
i cried alot today
i dunno why also
just feel that with crying i can pour everything inside my heart through tears
but after that i will have bad headache
hope i can sleep nicely
i won't be online much next week because my family in here
sianz!!
i just feel i want to scold all people...can I?
haiz...
PMS perhaps?
>.<
really i feel i want to scold people...
ARGH~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
On saturday night, my uncle died in hospital @11 pm WIB.
He is my father's second oldest brother.
Actually third,coz the first child died when quite young.
He lives beside my house,with my aunt and my other uncle.
He is a vegetarian,loves antique items,range from painting to china vase and small replica of buddha.
When I was a small kid,he loved to teach me about stamps and always test my ability in popular knowledge.
Then, when I was in junior high school I didn't really close with him anymore.
When I went to overseas,he always said to me to study hard and not forgetting to brush my teeth everyday.
Everytime I remember that, I always said to myself,that's quite ridiculous,but oh well,it's very expensive to go to dentist,so prevention is better than cure,right?
This noon,my family closed the coffin.
Then on tuesday,he will be cremated.
First time I heard the news,I felt nothing.
But after I talked with my sister,I cried.
Now I still cried...>.<
I talked with my dad and my auntie too...
I think tomorrow I will call them or sms my sis again.
I will miss him...
In the afternoon, I went out to Lot 1 to eat and watch movie with Chris.
We had yong tau foo,I choosed vegetarian though..
Then we watched "Charlie and Chocolate Factory".
I feel something missing when I watch that movie,I don't know what's the missing part...perhaps because Johnny Depp played the Willy Wonka?
Nevermind..now I'm waiting to watch "Bewitched".
Hope it's nice...
