I'm wondering about guys and girls.
Why is it so difficult to understand about our opposite sex?
Men tend to be logical and Women tend to be emotional -> ths most of scientist said
But still I don't understand how their mind works.

Anyway, tomorrow I'll meet angel aka esther.
And I hope I can praise and worship God with all my heart.

Okay,it's time for me to sleep.
This afternoon my mum called me, and I told her that I have ear pierced hehehe.
Then my mum said " I can't imagine that at last you have ear piercing" ...what the ?? >.<

* I have my heart broken now*
Hope everything will be okay from now










today I only slept 3 hours >.< but I think it's quite enough for me.

As I told you yesterday, today I met Maggie and Andy for lunch.We ate vegetarian buffet. $12++ per person I think quite cheap and the food also quite nice ^^.

After we had our big lunch, Andy went home but Maggie and I went to cineleisure to watch movie. We watched " The Doll Master". It's a Korean movie and I think it's pretty scary. But, our mood watched that become like a comedy movie because of the environment :x. All secondary students coming there and everytime they screamed a lot,lol :x. So I joked to Maggie, that it reminded me of rollercoaster at Movieworld ahahaha :). Then both of us laughed ^^'. OH yeah, after that we went to Heeren Shop. We took 2 neoprints and also did some ear piercing. For me , that's my first time, but for Maggie it's for 5th r 6th time already.

Then we went to Takashimaya for ate ice cream, after that to POSB also to Orchard library. We met another Maggie's friends at coffee club and we chatted for about 1-2 hours. Maggie now went to Marina South for drinking, as me went home.

If you wanna see my neoprints with Maggie, you can see it in my other blog. I've already uploaded there. Also I uploaded in my friendster.

Tired...>.<

+ I don't know whether you realize it or not but I do love you. Hope that everything will get better,soon +



DAMN THIS FARK MIGRAIN!!!!
I've already got this farking migrain for about 2-3 weeks.
DAMN MAN!!!
Yeah don't be surprise if I said like this lah.
Panadol can't cure it too.
Maybe if I have enough sleep, it will cure...maybe.

Right now I read a book "Know Your Limit- Then Ignore Them". Quite interesting book,because it will tell you how to know about your limit then how to overcome it. A lot of tips that you can learn from that book.

Well, today I'm not sleeping yet because I accompany one of my best friends chatting on MSN. Paiseh, I've told everybody that I'll sleep but because my friend suddenly sms me said that she would be online so yeah I waited for her.

About SPiNX, I think I'll quit from there soon. Because I never did something at SPiNX and a lot of problems occurs at SPiNX now. Also I need to concentrate to my study.Jealousy and backstabbing also childish,that's the problem of SPiNX. I hope that they realize what are they doing. Sometimes what are they trying to do, not make the problem getting better but more worse. Specialization is a good way to do the job, so whoever handle that job should be responsible and know what are they doing. Respect each other that also the thing that maybe they should learn. Don't expect people to respect you if you don't respect them. Respect yourself too and you must know you should behave yourself. You are an adult. And you know the sense of being a leadership.If you know that, then implement it. I hope that SPiNX will be bigger and better. I love people at SPiNX actually,because from there I know a lot of peoples.

Why whenever I hear this background sound, I feel like I wanna cry? Maybe it just my feeling but I feel like it's so sad. *Sigh*

I love you guys.







Another day for me, yeah. Thanks God that He already gave me a beautiful life for me to enjoy it.
Hm, today after finished school actually I planned to go to my cousin's house, but since I can't call him to inform my arrival, I cancelled it.

Instead of that, I met with one of my irc friends, that is Adi. He's different from the picture. Taller and quite handsome but he's a bit naughty. He's good guy and I accompanied him to look for camera for his brother. We spent around 2 hours plus at Lucky Plaza. After that he accompanied me to go to Orchard Meritus Mandarin hotel to meet my uncle. Tomorrow he will go back to Indonesia. I asked him when he will marry his fiancee, and he said maybe next year.

After I met Adi, I met my uncle. We ate at Angus' house. For me, it's not that nice. I still prefer ate other place like Spageddi or Tony Roma's. The steak we ordered should be well-done. But still, for me it looks like medium done. I've got stomach ache after I ate there >.<. Finished ate there, we went to Takashimaya for bought a pair of short pants. Too bad we can't find it. Then we moved to basement because got Branded sales. Actually we can't entered there since we don't have Takashimaya visa card, but my uncle said to the guard that we are tourists, so he permitted us to enter ^^. I've told ya, my uncle and his friend, really a good shoppers!!. I still don't understand why most people said that guys can't shop. For me, they can shop too, and to be honest, they shop sometimes better and more daring than the girls. Guys bought things that mostly branded and expensive. Girls bought things usually the cheap things, although branded too :).

Finished all that, than we went home. They accompanied me to search for taxi. Oh yeah, today I also bought Clarins purifying cleansing gel and Biotherm pore refining exfoliating gel. I'm thinking to buy J Lo parfume, since the 120 ml is only $60. The smell quite nice but I don't think that I can finish the parfume. The small one only $45. ugh oh..

Okay then, I wanna take shower now. Muackz






Ugh today i'm very touched with one of my friends. He's a good guy and yeah he's very nice too. I only met him once but we chatted a lot. Enuff bout him :).Anyway, just now he gave me one website about love stories because he knows that I'm very boring. All stories there are very nice and some of them make me very touchy and also a bit cried >.<. Yeah the stories have emootional impact in my life. http://www.geocities.com/haventhink/what_i_did_for_love.html . That's the url. I'll bet you will be touchy. Although I'm not quite sure whether the stories there real or not but I feel it half imagination and half true stories.

Tomorrow maybe I'll meet maggie and kleozy. I'm not quite sure about that since KleoZy cancel his meeting with me yesterday. Friday maybe I'll meet Maggie to eat dim sum and watch movie.

It seems that days are passing so fast now. Now I'm wondering how much time that I've already wasted in my life.

And now I'm not quite sure what is my status right now. Am I single, fling, open relationship,in a relationship or what? I love you baby,constantly said. U just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes of you. Ugh Oh..I said wrong thing.

Tonight I'll host if I have mood, coz if not then maybe I won't host. -> Revised...I can't host due to my uncle is coming to Singapore for check up. I accompanied him for dinner at Paragon. Then accompanied him to go to Giordano too. He's not alone, he's with his friend. Yeah, last minute cancel,a bit rush actually, but can't help since I'm quite seldom meet him and his family.

Anyway my mom this afternoon called me because she've already promised me to call me when she and my dad arrived in Bandung, but the truth that she forgot till she arrived again in Malang :(. She talked a lot of things, and she also went to Jakarta for a day. Maybe she forgot not to tell me that my uncle will come to Singapore, so when he called me I'm quite surprised. Well, we talked a lot especially about my cousin getting divorced. 7 years of marriage, have 3 beautiful children and got a good job. My family and I always think that his marriage is a happy and good condition. So when he said like that, my parents quite shock, and me too >.<. Until right now I don't know what will happen next. Hope that it will turn okay. I also asked about her health. She said she's quite okay now, but she need to do therapy so that she will have full recovery for her mouth. Too bad now she can't do facial :(. She also can't go out to anywhere due to her appearance. I also asked my mom about my sis's working there. She said that her place quite country, very far from city but have beautiful view. I understand that since her job is a trainee for children's therapy.

I love you. Cheers * drink Midori Lemon*.







Today i went to school as usual because today is the last day for tutorial of Information System. Usually the lecturer will give us tips how to answer the exam. That's why I went to school although actually I don't want. Information System is the most boring and sucky and yucky subject I've ever had. Although last time I learnt about IT,but this module too much theories than practical.

And I've already arranged to meet KleoZy so that I can pass the server's money. I tried to call him several times also sms him, informed him that I will meet him maybe earlier since my class dismissed earlier today. Guess what, no reply at all. So, I decided to go to IMM building,since it is so near with my home. I shopped in Japanese $2 shop called Daiso. I'm really overwhelmed there because all the stuffs there are very cute and very cheap!! >.<. I feel like I wanna buy everything in there >.<. Next time surely I'll bring my sister and my parents go to IMM.

After that I went to Giant supermarket. I bought my weekly groceries. Then I went home by taxi since I bought a lot of things. The uncle was very friendly, he shared all the Singapore's past with me since I said I'm from Indonesia. First time he's abit surprised that I'm Indonesian but after that we talked a lot, and yeah , he's Malay is quite good. And I'm quite surprised with how the Singaporeans manage their country. The law is very strict and very tough. I'm pity Singaporean because they are not really that "free" in term of speech and politics. No wonder that people said that the goverment is the nanny of singaporean, because they choose and decide what is good and bad for their lives.

And just now I took bath in my master bedroom. So shiok, really. It feels like in heaven..duh>.<. But I can't stay there too long,if not then I'll catch flue.

Okay then, I need to install my printer first. I want to review my IS tutorial. one month away to exam.>.<









What is reality in MiRC world?
Some people said that there is no reality at all in MiRC.
What you did in there only a fake reality, is that true?
But, what we did in MiRC will have a great impact in our life,directly and indirectly.
One of my friends said that we must seperate MiRC and the "reality world".
The reality of world maybe seems to be abstract also.
Everybody put masks in their face.
So, how come that you can say that there's also reality?
Everybody put their masks where ever they are, in reality and also in MiRC.
I've seen cases that you meet a person in MiRC, after that you meet him/her in reality,they are different.
Nobody you can trust in MiRC and also real world.
The person that you can trust most only yourself.
Because you know yourself better.
But,in this virtual world I've found a lot of good people.
And at the same time I've found a lot of bad people.
I won't hate them because what they did to me.
I just regret why I should know them for the first time.

In memories of my life,
I'd like to say that...
My spirit to know this world better...
Only a few percents.

Love,
Hate,
Like,
Dislike,
Angry,
Sad,
That's what I feel now.








about me:
1.i hate durian.
2.i love haagen daaz.
3.i'm very sarcastic person.
4.i dun like people backstabbing me.
5.i'm very shy.
6.i also very quiet person..but once talk,can't stop..lol
7.i do love stay alone.
8.but sometimes i need companion.
9.i also like to explore new places.
10.i also like to do food exploring.
11.i'm very lazy person.
12.most of my time i spend it in front of my lappie.
13.i'm a lazy pig -> tat's wat jai's said
14.i also very emotional person.
15.but i can handle my temper.
16.i also like seafood alot.
17.my fav food in here is laksa and fried kwee tiaw
18.i think i know myself quite well.
19.i dun bother wif ya if i'm not close wif ya
20.i can close wif ya coz i feel i've emotionally connected wif ya.
21.less than tat..if i know ya..i only will say " hi" then I MIA.
22.i love myself.
23.once i cry without reasons,tat means one of my closest kins/friends got trouble.
24.i love green tea also.
25.i like to drink milo wif milk too.
26.i do my groceries near my hse.
27.i dun like horror movie,but sometimes i feel i wanna know bout it.
28.i dun bother wif ppl's problem since i've got a lot of problems.
29.i dun like kpo pplz.
30.i can cook.
31.but i use instant things so tat i cook fast.
32.i like to make dessert.
33.i feel homesick after i settled down in a country for about 4-5 months.
34.i'm very individualistic.
35.i love chocolate,milk one.
36.i addicted to mirc.
37.i addicted to friendster too.
38.i also addicted to blogger.
39.i prefer msn than ym.
40.i prefer call than skype.
41.i prefer night than day.
42.i love everythin about winnie the pooh.
43.i love all girly's stuff.
44.i'm easily gettin bored.
45.i love csi so much.
46.i also love anime.
47.i prefer book than i chat.
48.dun like to drink,but no choice.
49.dun like smoke pplz...my chest will hurt.
50.love all kinds of food.
51.i hate exercise.
52.i dun like two face people
53.i love travelling.
54.i like comics ..japanese comics to be exact.
55.my fav music is jazz,blues and pop.
56.i miss my time when i was in sydney.
57.most of guys are same.
58.too innocent..tat's y always be bullied by others :(.
59.too dump and stupid...tat's y always be bullied by others.
60.i also love all the free stuff :x
61. always think that i'm ugly...and tat's the truth...but y everybody dun believe it? :(
62.dun like McD burger
63.only like sundae and apple pie of McD
64.preferable is KFC zinger burger.
65.very tomboy.
66.but trying to be girly now.
67.prefer sms then call.
68.loves chinese drama
69.but don't understand what they're talkin about.
70.i love sydney.
71.too bad too many bad memories in there.
72.i regretted why i must know tat guy.
73. sometimes i feel my life is miserable.
74.but people always want my life.
75.i love my family and my friends :)

...anymore..please tell me...

add more ....
76. i love electronic gadget.
77.i can't live without my handphone.
78.i can't live without my lappie.
79.i can't live without my winnie the pooh.
80.i love cookies and cream ice cream.

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revision later....