yesterday I went to orchard wif chris.
first stop! saw the motorshow~! very nice... I think if my bro saw that surely he wants to buy one of tat bike ^.^.
then after that saw around takashimaya~!
decided walked from orchard to plaza singapura ^.^
lucky it was not rain :)

after that went to plaza singapura.
bought me-to-u cross stitch.
hope I have enough patience to finish that ^.^
then have dinner...first went to fish n co but then too long for waiting the queue.
went to nu-bar...quite nice!

went back to plaza sing to watch "a series of unfortunate events",unfortunately I bought wrong seats >.<
the movie is not what I'm expected.
hoping that it will be more than that, but apparently nope.
a bit disappointin though.

after that decided to go to boat quay.
saw alot of polices ~ >.<
walked to fullerton then to merlion park.
so much difference with the first time I came there.
too bad must go back early due to my eyes' condition.

went back home...chit chat with chris quite long time.
then now I'm at home again...

later I will do food hunting with chris and wenjie... :p
surely this month I gain weight alot~ >.<





past few days...nuthing much happened in my life.
except I met my uncle for dinner few days ago.
went to taka and watched "howl's moving castle" yesterday~

basically my life now so simple~

now I like to listen meja - beautiful girl.

I enjoy my life now and perhaps I'm ready for another new chapter in my life.
perhaps this is what my dreamt about.

death - in dream - that means somebody that u missed so much or perhaps u will have new chapter in your life.

another thing...I think now I'm addicted to neopets! >.<

I've been thinking...is it possible after u reject somebody u still be friends?
I'm thinking yes...but other people will say no.
I said yes because no matter what, I still wanna care bout that person.
Friends still friends,right?
Other people perhaps will say no because, once you reject somebody, everything changed.
Yeah it is hurt,but you must face it.
For me, once i reject somebody,i won't change my mind.
no matter how hard that person changed himself.
I like the person because of his characters~.

Friends are important to me~ :)

+.there is no greater joy nor greater reward than to make a fundamental difference in someone's life.+ -> especially for my closest friends ^^





today is my first day go to school after I have 2 weeks holiday.
as usual,it's so boring~ >.<

still wondering how's thomas today..hope he's alrite.
yesterday was a hard time for him.
and i've already told him " prepare for the worst."

and yesterday i bought alot of stuffs! :)
now still wondering whether should I buy the sony music player or not~ >.<

i'm thinkin rite now...
if is an angel coming to u...do u must take it and grab it or just leave it there n only see it?





When the captain casts the bottle off
The white foamy waves are champagne well-wishing us
Looking at your sunglasses, close to me with a funny smile
The blue ocean rocks to a moving rhythm
In the romantic islands, you are the most beautiful mermaid
Every shell records your moving love song
Your lips are my Long Island Iced Tea

In the romantic islands, it only rains petals all year round
The dusk and dawn are ceremonies celebrating for you
I want you to stay in my embrace forever
Losing all contact with the world is not a pity to me
We will have a lifetime of a honeymoon
The captain is going to cast the bottle off...





^^
today supposed I watched chingay preview with Davis but then 10 minutes I saw that I already felt so bored.
At the end we browsed shops n dinner at Spageddi~!
Long time haven't eaten at there, and yup the food still nice and I still love their's tiramisu~!
Talked with Davis around 2 hrs + .
Then watched chingay again till end.
After tat,strolled along orchard road (from paragon to borders n isetan)
then went back to cineleisure~
watched Ray at cineleisure, and it took 2.5 hrs~! I watched it wif bit emotional feelin n bit bored too >.<
after tat went home~!~!~!
oh ya...today i bought cross stitch~! :) >.<

Davis: next time I pay~!~!~!~!~! dinner n taxi! :P





happy valentine's day all~!
happy friendship's day too~! ^^

this morning supposed i met terrence but i cancelled it >.<
then i had dinner wif chris at robertson quay ~ and he gave me a cute doggy doll~!
after tat went to plaza singapura watched constantine ~ not a bad movie, but not good too...if u like matrix and lord of the rings, definitely u like constantine.

then went to k-bar...coz maggie said no customers tat day~
met all staffs there...n patrick n his friend came too after they finished their work~
and his friend gave me a big rose~ >.< paiseh
after tat went to spizes again~ ate tissue prata! yum~!

went home...but sent terrence first to his house since i dun want him to know my hse~
then went to my hse...then chris went home~
now i chat >.<
tired~!~!~!

*chris~! thank u very much for today~ so paiseh today~ >.<
*to the rest of my friends ~ whoever read my blog...happy v'day~! ^^





ok...i still got my flu n cough~! haizz....i want to kill whoever tat spread this to me....
but i think everybody got flu n cough now :(

last nite i called my mum, and she said that my dad still sick but everyday always goin out.
my aunt got b'day party yesterday and she's coughin, and my uncle's now can walk abit. my other uncle still ok.

and last nite went to nix b'day party with chris.
k-bar so full~ >.<
met patrick and all the k-bar staff there and another chris.
talked a lot with maggie *off the record*.
but then nix n maggie both drunk ~ >.<

after tat supper at spizes~ nice food yum yum!
went home chit chat again till 7.30~
before slept, pat called me for breakfast at bp....too bad i still full and sleepy already.
then around 8.30 somebody sms me~ haiz...
went sleep again but i dreamt bout my cousin n my sis's friend died~ >.<

later i dunno what will i do~





today nuthin much for me to do.
suppose to meet andy for lunch and movie but coz i'm sick , i cancelled it.
then chris brought me century egg porridge~ yummy!

and yesterday i bought michael bubble's album! *so happy~! :)

hm...actually the entry before this is a translation of "David Tao - Pu Tong Peng You"
just noticed it~ all songs that I requested to translate in English all sad songs...haiz

anyway I'm really lookin forward for this valentine's day ~! yay!!! ^^
actually i've got 1 guy asked me to watch constantine on v'day -> gold class somemore~! but too bad i've already have plan for v'day~ and anyway i've already promised my friend to watch constantine wif him~ ^^





Waiting.. I'm waiting for you anytime anywhere.. being a support for your emotions
I don't have any doubts.. this is love.. I guess.. you wanted to make it clear long ago
I feel that I'm a failure.. falling from the heavens to the abyss.. how helpless..
I'm willing to change (what can I do?) let's come anew again
(just give me change) I can't just be a normal friend
The feeling's already so strong.. how do you want me to stop
But you said I only want to be your friend
Be a friend.. I'm just a friend in your heart.. not a lover
I'm grateful that you are so frank to me.. but the love that I gave you cannot be taken back for now
So I can't just be your friend
I just can't your friend no,no,no...
I can't just be your friend.. cannot just be a normal friend


I'm sick!!!


yesterday i ate at sakae sushi for 2 hours with wenjie n his friend, then watched I do I do and seoul raiders~!~
after tat went to pat's working place~





sometimes I'm thinking that friends are your family and your family is ur friend.
we are more familiar and closer with your friends.
we also share more secrets to you friends than with your family.
Is it the change of world or the change of human behaviour?

anyway I think I'll got flu today >.<
and tomorrow my schedule so pack lolx~

+. listenin to david tao - pu tong peng you.+




very tired!
Gong Xi !! :)

well yesterday afternoon I met Rachael to accompany her bought red dress for her workin's place at Orchard.
then after tat we went to eat BK chicken salad~ yum! I think I'm getting addicted to that.
around 7+ we went to chinatown, and we missed the bus stop because of the road block! >.<
at the end we took MRT at outram park n met maggie on the train ahahaha :)

I stayed at there from 7.45 pm till 4 am~ lolx...it's like I'm one of the staffs at there :P
During that period I called Chris twice, Patrick once, n I received few sms from my friends.
Too bad, I can't send sms at all in that time too.

Anyway,today I met alot of chatters at K-bar :)
Davis and Thomas also joined me at there too.

And around 12 we'll see the fireworks from K-bar's window ahahaha :P
from there also can see the channel 8's stage~

After that we went to Marina south to meet another Chris n Screwy~ :P
Danced a bit ~ the techno mix quite nice~
Then I asked Davis to fetch me and sent my friends went back home~
I'm very embarrased actually to ask him to sent my friends went back home >.<

Along the way,we almost lost way at sengkang~ lolx~

+.My decision is final~ no matter you tried hard, I won't look back.+
+.Love is unpredictable.+
+.I treasure the friendship that I have now with my friends.+









yesterday I went shoppin with davis.
we went to wisma atria and tang's.
bought 2 clothes at esprit >.<
and when I was at tang's, I still saw the sony player tat I wanted from nov >.<

after that, we went to Patrick's work place.
I luv Pat's mix~!~ so nice till me and davis wanted to dance.
too bad there's no ppl to dance at there.
then we moved to another pub to see bartop dancer~ believe me, when I saw it I wanted to laugh lolx ~
perhaps bartop dance is not type of my dance~

Chinese New Year is coming!
and I'm very happy because I've already received my angbao~! earlier ^^ :)

Love is what we are born with. Fear is what we learn. The spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear and prejudices and the acceptance of love back in our hearts. Love is the essential reality and our purpose on earth. To be consciously aware of it, to experience love in ourselves and others, is the meaning of life. Meaning does not lie in things. Meaning lies in us.
-- Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love






I'm thinkin whether whatever I did was right or wrong.
Am I really egoist, self-centered and also a cold heart girl, that never think about the others?
And should I explain the reason behind my action to other people?

I believe different people, different mindsets and different characters.


+.for wenjie, thank u for ur advice :)^^.+
+.for chris, thank u for the antiseptic :) next time i jio u supper okay ^^.+
+.for davis, thank u for the newsbar~! ^^ :).+






today i went to westmall to check whether my contact lens already delivered or not...and guess wat~!
the shopkeeper said that it will be delivered after CNY~ around 16 of feb ~ haizz...

after tat i went to aburiya wif davis...coz i've already said to him i wanted to jio him after he came back from thailand.
the food at there still nice! and got 1 staff quite yandao ahahaha >.<

after tat we went to newsbar, since i dunno which club is nice at mohammad sultan.
davis suggested to go to newsbar...so we went there~
we went there from 10 to 12.45~
and believe me...the music there not really that nice, i luv retro n trance when i club but after that is pop rock...haiz i dunno how to dance, well actually i know but it's kinda difficult for me.
well, when we first started dance, all the dance floor was like ours..but then got more and more pplz came to dance too...till we went to stage.
and on the pool stage...got guys danced in the pool~ it's my first time to see guys dance on the pool stage~ ahaha


then we went to 7-11, bought drink...so thirsty.
after tat waited thomas to come n sent him back home.

and i asked chris to take away the famous changi nasi lemak for me coz i was very hungry and i've never eaten nasi lemak before in here.
too bad, the stalls already closed....so now i'm still hungry >.<

it's time for me to sleep now...nitez all~






ugh yesterday was my bad day i think...and i was in a bit of bad mood too >.<

first~ i lost my dad's watch receipt! i was very nervous couldn't find it everywhere at my home...i even searched at rubbish bin >.<

second ~ supposed to meet maggie n chris at chinatown but then they cancelled it,when i was already at chinatown -.-"...nevermind, i did window shoppin at there, wanted to buy shiew mai but it closed >.<

third ~ before went to chinatown, i took my contact lens's order at westmall. and u know what...they only delivered 1 box, the other box haben sent yet~ haiz...then the shopkeeper gimme free 1 starter kit n 1 more free lens.

and today~!~!~!~!

first, went to alexandra techno park took my dad's watch~ it's so nice! so good! also so ex...>.<>.<

second, went to tang's...bought cosmetics >.< ...i think i'm gettin girly n girly ya >.<, then bought 1 jean from seed~ very nice but i must make my legs slimmer a bit first lolx....

tomorrow~!~!~!
stay at home okok...:p..eh i can't ... perhaps i will go to westmall tomorrow nite....to check my contact lens~ haizz...-.-"









My dad already discharged from hospital last sunday.
but then my uncle's turn to sick.
I hope God will protect them and give them good health.

last night, chris recorded his voice for me..yay! i'm very happy ^^.
he sang hei bai hua ying ^^.
although he's got sore throat n flu but he still can sing well!
then I make his voice to be my ring tone,so tat whenever he called me, it will sound his voice^^.
now, I play his record everytime ^^.

after tat it's my turn to give me my voice record~
I'm very shy to give him my voice because my voice so soft and i can't sing as well as him >.<> see entry before this.
maybe because of the lyric, I love this song so much.
but before I know the meaning of the lyric, I've already loved this song.

hmm, another thought...
is it now the time for me to find bf? >.<
I know i got a lot of guy friends and I always keep the limit with them as friends.
but at the same time, I need somebody that I can trust and hugz and I can feel safe with them.
do I set the standard too high or what?
I feel bad reject guys that who after me, but at the same time I want have a bf.
Maybe I'm a type tat like chasing cool guy than to be chased by guy ahahaha...
haiz...

anyway, I haven't done my CNY shopping.
and I will spend my CNY in here.

CNY is coming...
after that valentine's day...
then my birthday...