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Monday, March 22, 2004

today i'm so tired coz i attended my friend's bday party at pizza hut. yeah very fun with my friends also met new friendz..
btw, bout my big bro...i don't like him,dunno why....i've seen him i wanna to fall out...ugh,not good sign..btw, i've already reveal the truth about my bro to my bf and he really got angry :(
see...now all things will be different...not my luck maybe ... i don't like him...although he's thinking that i'm his sistha but i don't think that i can see him as my bro coz u know that he dun have any respect to be my bro...to be my bro is somebody that definitely older than me,and he should be very mature enough especially in his mind...and u know whut, i'm quite sick to hear every his problems, it seems that he always get problem and i'll be the solver ....u think that i'm a problem-solver???? i'm also have my own problem u know!!!! and he is quite childish...
i know everybody will blame me...but u know, i have my own reason to do this, although maybe others will see it unfair but...this is me, i don't have to do that satisfy other person rite???? yeah yeah...u will say that i'm quite selfish but the truth that is i don't like him...and don't ever2 to change me!!! i have one principle, that is u can't change other person unless that person realize and change it willingly from their deep heart....anddddddddd...i can't tell my bro whut is my reason although i've already told him a little bit....:P
just that maybe today.....anything else i'll add it later...


posted by Anette @ 2:19 AM




Monday, March 01, 2004

today i learn about how to deal with your feelings. somehow suddenly i get stuck thinking about my best friend. i realize that i'm not really that close in a way i think bout it. last time i wrote friendship is such a blessing,yes it's true...but, i don't think that she appreaciate me as her true best friend. maybe we stay in different country,so different lifestyle and then lead us to different ways of thinking...must remember that she is not alone right now. i don't wanna to expect that she will remember me or whut...but it's so hurt when you've already giving her something but she didn't appreaciate it much. nothing i can say about that,right? just keep it flow smoothly..and i realize now in some way my behaviour rejects her offers. dunno she realize or not..
whut else...2 days ago i got diarrhea coz ate oyster :( hikz2...
bout my bf ...well nothing that i can say...he changes so much, thinking bout it make me headache:(.
just that maybe.....later if i have something i wanna to write...i write it :)

posted by Anette @ 3:33 PM