1. opposite sex you had a conversation
with?
*erm,staff from UBAYA
2. Where is the last place you went
out to eat?
*Bu Cokro last sunday
3. What you did 2 hours ago?
*bath
4. Thoughts at this moment?
*ah I'm goin out soon
5. Do you bite your lips a lot?
*nope
6. Medical, fine arts, or law?
*fine arts
8. Favorite club?
* cooking and music club
9. Favorite smoke?
*NONE
10. Favorite drink?
*macha,ocha,mineral water
11. Do you miss anyone?
*my family,my niece and nephew,my friends...
12. Can you speak another language?
*English,lil bit of mandarin and japanese,Bahasa(Malay),Javanese,Indonesia
13. What are you going to do next week end?
*Vacation
14. Who was the last band you saw live?
*hmm...is Michael Bubble considered as Band?
15. Do you take care of your friends
while they're sick?
*yeah...if possible
16. Do you like to club?
*if there are bodyguards and friends who wanna to join too,c'mon ! xD
17. Do you like smoke?
*NOPE
18. Do you like dancing?
*yeah!!! wakakaka *shake shake butts*
19. Do you like to read?
*Yeah except textbook
20. Favorite colors?
* Blue,black,pink
21. Where do you want to go right now?
* no where
22. What are you wearing?
* Jeans + t-shirt
23. How many kids do you want to have?
* 2 max
24. What do you think about people who
party a lot?
* don't care..not my business
25. Does talking about people make you
uncomfortable?
* nah...
26. When is your birthday?
* april
27. Who was the last person to sleep
over at your house?
* Reva - she's student observe my sis's job
28. Who gave you your last compliment?
* client's parent
29. Who/what last made you smile?
* my friend's sms
30. What was the last CD you bought?
* Joanna wang
31. What were you doing at 6:00 PM on
last Friday night?
* Went to to new cake shop
32. Who was the last person you had in
your room?
* my sis
33. What did you do last night?
* played seal -.-"
34. Whose at home?
* now? my sis and I -> Surabaya





so many days that passed away yet we don't know what we've already done and the purpose of ourselves.

1. Who/What do you blame for your bad mood today?
my back ache and bit headache too ahaha
2. What was the first thing you did this morning?
Pray to God...ciehhh
3. Do you care what people think of you?
Not really ahahaha
4. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My niece felicia
5. Last person you went to the movies with?
Chris..that probably one year ago?o.O
6. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
Go back a week...ahaha
7. Who was your last text from?
Febi
8. Your current relationship status?
Still single and happy about it ahaha
10. Do you like anyone?.
Hm,I think I like someone...but we'll see it...just sit back and relax *LoL*
11. What is happening between you and the person you like?
Ahahaha,this is tough question. Nothing, I would say. Same as above *LoL*
12. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Nope...
13. Have a crazy side?
Of course ahahaha
14. Ever had a near death experience?
Nah
15. Something you do a lot?
Sleeping,eating,staying in front of my laptop
16. What did you do today?
Went up,bathed,ate oranges,checked email,opened game for awhile
17. Where will you be 12 hours from now?
At home definitely
18. What are you going to do tomorrow?
At home,working
19. Where do you wish you were right now?
With my niece and my family...we're having vacation...
20. Does anyone hate you for no reason?
perhaps
22. Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
Nopeeeeeeeee
23. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Who's calling early in the morning?
24. Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you?
Younger
25. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant?
Yeah,if not,perhaps I would regret it for rest of my life
26. How is your day so far?
Nothing better than today I think...
27. Do you regret anything?
Nope,if I regret anything it won't make it as me today
28. Whats your favourite season?
fall and spring
29. Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
yeah...
30. What song are you listening to right now?
as love begin to mend by joanna wang
31. Are you happy with your life?
Yeah, thanks God for everything...
32. Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
Past 3 years, I really love my boyfriend. I learned a lot from him and I'm more than happy and at the same time I feel that this is the path that God showed me. But,at the end, I must let it go...





yesterday,I went to AJBS with my sis *after we took a nap for 2 hours hahaha*. My sis wanted to buy hooks for new equipments in therapy room, but because it's so damn expensive(each of it cost around IDR 118,000,and we need to buy at least 10 pieces -.-"), so we cancelled to buy,instead we bought 2 lamps. After that,we went to IDEKO - it's a new home decoration and furniture shop -.We found beautiful and cheap rocks - cheaper than you buy at DAISO -,bought 2 kgs of rocks >.<.

Thennnnnn,we moved to Galaxy mall..tried new reflexology center. Those masseurs can't speak Indonesia at all,they came from China. My sis bought OSIM I-pamper for my mum.Then bought groceries at ranch market and have dinner too.

Now,my body feeling so acheeeeeeeeee...plus a bit flu too T.T. feel so tired too...I think after I went to TP then bit sick now...sianz ah...

*work *work *work





LOL *feel amused for awhile*

anyway,yesterday I logged in to my msn, and talked to one of my friends.I told him that he's not as ugly as he think...anyway I told him like that already several times for past 4 years I know him..*sigh*

oh yeah..the purpose that I blog today is related with yesterday accident. *my rant for new restaurant* huh, don't ever bother to try Liana's restaurant at Royal Plaza Surabaya. Last night, my sis,my maid and I went there for dinner. Gosh,it's so packed and there were no waitress to tell us where to seat or when would we get the seat. So,ended up we went to check out other things at Royal Plaza,around half and hour and returned there again. When we went back there again, we still needed to wait around 10 mins till we got seat. We ordered food and drinks. What my sis wanted to order wasn't available so she changed it. Then,the worst part,I've already ordered quite long enough but my food hasn't come out yet. But, my sis order already out,it's quite funny when we ordered same food only different sauce but mine didn't out at all. My maid's order came out around half and hour later!. I tried to ask the waiters but they never checked out. So,at the end, my sis yelled at the Manager!! *huh* turned out that the waiter has never written down my order -.-". at the end,I dabao AW. I know that during that time *it's dinner time and everyone is open their fasting* was crowded and they're full hand,but at least they should expect that so that they can prepare before hand and give customer satisfaction. Not only us that complained,others complained too...advertisement without good services is useless.





wee,at the end I met my master guild.ugh,what should I say bout him? Exactly like him in the game...really...*amuse*.He basically know how to treat a girl when dating,but kinda groggy I think today *LoL* *pardon me if I write this >.<*

anyway, I loveeeeeeeeeee not to play Seal anymore. Somehow,there's no pressure at all into me. Although I know that my master guild still want me not to retire, but I think he can't change my mind...unless he can change my mind with something-something...
Now, I can spend more time with my sis and call my niece at nite...*tat's kinda rare to do since I was too busy hunt >.<*

Ah,another day will be gone and change to brand new day again tomorrow...


wakakakaka...everyone so shock tat I retire from seal online...huhu I feel so guilty but at the same time I feel this is the right decision. *read my previous entry please*. later gonna meet my master guild...dunno what happened and dunno what we're goin to talk about...never mind la at least later there's someone that keep me company window shopping hohohoho...





It's tough but I must do it. For past few weeks,I've already thought to retire from idSO. Check out my post way before this entry.And last night, I decided to retire. Basically, the reason for I retire because I can't keep it up with my job. Seriously, sometimes- not sometimes- but most of the time, I quarrel with my sis just because of game. Sound silly,but that's the fact. I'm so tired with all those quarrel, so I ended up my passion of gaming. Anyway, my mum also hasn't granted the grant for this year. Must saving up a lot of money nowadays. *sigh*.

Seal Online already gave me all those sweet and bitter memories. I know seal online because of Chris. He played first in taiwanSO and has lvl 1xx. During that time, I played FlyFF international server.Heard that international server of SO going to open,I decided to retire Flyff. But, waited for 2 years with no news,Chris and I decided to play japanSO since they don't require SSN( social security number). We also tried Pangya,SCO and Maple Story. Anyway, I went back to Indonesia, and after one year in here,I decided to play idSO and Chris played chinaSO. Time flies,one day before SO international server closed beta started,Chris passed away. Before that,both of us already have the IDs and chosen as closed beta tester.We promised to each other that we're going to play international server SO.

I played idSO just to make my mind busy -not to remember Chris- and this is the path that I choose. I'm glad at the end,almost a year now, that bit by bit I can forget him. I know also that most of my friends at Seal Online won't forgive me for my decision,but this is also part of my healing process. I love people that I met in Seal Online, no matter how good and how bad they treat me. I always pray to God that He will bless them. Seal Online is one of my fave game and that's really hurt me when I decided to retire. But ended up I must do it,right? For this decision,I've already talked with David. He said,better not to retire now,wait for a month then perhaps retire. But,sorry david,I can't keep it up till a month.So sorry to all devoters and my close friends in Seal Online.

I let it go everything that I have. Love someone doesn't have to have him/her rite? I always pray to God that He will protect and bless him.





This morning I got called from my friend and then she said that she worried about her bf. If I'm at my hometown probably she will ask my help to check out her bf and probably she's going to malang, but unfortunately I'm at surabaya rite now. Both of them never met before and they knew each other from game (idSO) >.<.

Perhaps, what people said about life is unfair is true but the truth is I don't know. fair to someone perhaps unfair to others, but that's life rite? Same like happiness, for a same item/goal but for one is a great happiness but for other only a misery.

Ahh,nowadays I love to listen joanna wang's cd. Did I mention her before in my blog? >.<. Ah I love 3-4 tracks in that cd. ->I've already mentioned it ^^.

Last year,around this time, I went to Singapore with my sis.This year, we went nowhere. Time goes by very fast and it looks like I just standing there without doing anything.

oh yeah, about idSO. I don't think that in around this time I'm goin to retired. I want to be priest first then after that retired.

As I watch it, the shadow disappear so sudden...





I'm at my hometown right now...and yeah at LAN center. Yesterday, it's a funny and happy day although I kept saying to myself and pray to God that whatever I've done and the decision I took was not wrong.
Anyway, I decided to retire from Seal Online Indonesia. Only if there's Guild War then I'm going to online. The reason is because my friend is offered me to play another MMORPG so,yeah, I'm going to try that hohohoho...
Now, I'm happily listening to Joanna Wang. Very nice album,and I like 3-4 songs from that album. Not bad.
Ah,I've made several pics from the lyrics...niceeeeeeeeeeeee ^^