Today, I'm going back to my hometown,as usual with my sis and my maid. But, the special thing that is my dad will fetch us.Why? Because we're going to bring a lot of stuffs for my nephew's one month parcels.

Anyway, today I have a mood swing. Feels so uncomfortable >.<





2 days ago, my sis and I went to Shangrilla Hotel for a branded sale. Like you always know, we-gals-love sale, especially if it's branded. so,we decided to go there around 6 pm. Bought a pair of trousers by GAP , only around 40 bucks SGD and one winter clothes (forgot the name) also around 40 bucks SGD. anyway, my sis didn't get anything - she's the one so excited actually- but my niece and nephew got each one clothes. so cute!. actually I wanted to buy another guess? handbag,but saw too many people at there + I've got 4 handbags by guess? that are now not in a good condition..so,I'll better save my money for other bag.
After that,we went to Sogo to buy a pair of sandals for my mum. Scholl now has new range of sandals and it's so comfortable and cute! I almost wanted to buy one too,but because I've bought 2 clothes already so yeah I decided to stop >.<

Erm, for SEAL Online, my cleric now is level 127 with standard eqs. Nothing that too special about it.

Now,I'm busy preparing for one-month my nephew. We decided to give a towel cake.Hopefully by saturday everything is ready then we can go back to Malang safely.

Huh, suddenly I miss my dear right now....T.T





I'm happy today! yay!
It's great that I can wake up and continue my day with a happy feeling. Hopefully this will last till end of this day.
Erm...the reason why I'm being so happy today...*secret!* heheheheheeeeeee
I won't tell ya bout that.I want to keep it for myself.

Anyway, yesterday *surprise surprise* my QBW is +8 now! I got free diamond from felix -> drop from monster. so yeah, it's my luck! and that my first time successfully did it ^^. yesterday, I also bought an owl from edwin. yay!

Last nite dinner we had at Guilin resto. It's a so so resto,not too bad but I still prefer XO Suki rather than Guilin. We (my sis and I) went there coz the invitation of Mr. Roy and Mrs. Fanny. They want to jio us and Mr.Budi also.

oh ya jio means treat...hohohoho

What else...one of my friend already engaged! Congratz for Cecil and Rio! I'm waiting for your invitation card! If in Jakarta,probably I'll come.

oh...another thing that makes me so happy...there's a branded sale in Sheraton for Guess hohohoho....so yeah! Guess,I'll come to buy ya! hihihihi





Hm, few days back someone told me that he envied to my life and my friend's life. He said that because he thought that our life much better than he is. But the truth ( and I learned it through my 25 years living in this world) that our life are not as good as other think. In Indonesia, there's good quotation to say this " Rumput tetangga lebih hijau daripada rumput sendiri" ( means that neighbours's greenier than mine).
So, yeah...basically how we see our life is based on our perspective.

Suddenly,I'm so wise? huhuhuhu...nah...

Anyway, back to my life. These few weeks dunno why I love to listen my E680i...suddenly feels that music can help me to relax and reflex my life now.

And, I don't know why too that I really want to blog now..huh





Hmm...I'm not too sure who I should put my feeling today. Bit sad yeah...Part of myself said that" You must move on...it's okay to love someone else..." but the others said" But you can't just leave all those happiness memories that you have,you should always remember him anytime ...".
Betrayal...
Sad huh...
People often said,"You're goin to forget him very quickly...don't think too much of it...if not,they won't rest peacefully..." but the truth is,that's very difficult to do...9 months and yet I still can't forget him...is it a sin to always remember him?
I've tried to be tough,cheerful and always happy...but I can't do it....
At the end of the day, most likely I'm goin to cry again and again.

This morning, when I woke up,you know who that I dreamt? other guy! I didn't know why suddenly I've got cleared vision. I really freaked out!
I've already promised to myself, I won't to fall in love if I haven't met the person yet. But, now I don't know. All I can do only pray to God that he's always be protected and healthy.

Other bright side,I've got new nephew! His name is Steve Nathanael Intan, born on 3rd August 2008. Very cute! His picture is in my Friendster's photo album.