Today..suddenly feel want to retire...tired sia
goin to uninstall very soon~

anyway I love this song~ Arigatou by BON'z. It's a closing theme song from Kyou Kara Maou ( God! Save our king!) second session.

hm..now I feel,it's Me time~ you know...it's like...being egoist for a while..don't care with others(except my family)...wanna be beautiful inside and outside~...





Since we met
we never let our feelings go too far
from being just friends
i always thought how good you are to me
could we be much more?
where do we begin?

my mind says don't change a thing
'bout the way we are today
but my heart speaks don't be afraid
or let her slip away

sometimes love can change your mind
but don't let her pass you by
you'll never know what you might find
she could be waiting too for
someone
someone to love

it's said that friends can be the best in love
i believe that it's the best way to start
every part of me feels that i'm complete
wouldn't change a thing i love you as you are

i can see, the beautiful, tears that fill your eyes
could they mean you feel the same,
all we have to do is try

sometimes love will make you cry
touching places deep inside
i want to spend the rest (all) of my life
loving you
and being someone
someone you love

if i should ever
let you down
just remember
i'm just a man
the same you know with all my faults
i've waited all this time
why should i search for someone else
our love can't be denied

sometimes love will take her time
but when you know she's by your side
everything will be alright
knowing that i have you
baby someone
someone to love





Nice weather for today,and I really love it. I love the weather just after the rain,it's so cooling~.
Last Saturday,I felt so awful. Really cried alot, I didn't know why. I told my friend,and I should say thanks to him~ He said " Be strong,and let the time heal it". It's true, now, it's already one year~ enough to sad,enough to cry,it's time to really move on and start brand new life.
Muacks~!!


> ARE YOU:
> ►Perfect: try to be
> ►Tall: 166 cm
> ►In your pajamas: nope
> ►Left handed: yeah
========================================
> NOW:
> ►Clothes colour: blue
> ►Doing what?: answering this question + listening to mp3
> ►Thinking of what?: erm xD
> ►Hate who?: none
========================================
> LAST:
> ►Friend you saw: yenny and felix
> ►Friend give u comment on FS: candra
> ►Friend u give comment on FS: candra
> ►Talked to on the phone: febi
> ►Talked to on sms: albert
> ►Talked to on YM : erm colleague from china
> ►Is today better than yesterday:yeah
>========================================
& gt; FAVORITE:
> ►Number: 12
> ►Color: black,blue,pink
> ►Food: spicy,nice
> ►Place: blue mountain
========================================
> QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
> Q: What was the first thing you did
> this morning when you got up?
> ► woke up and looked at the clock
> Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
> ► nope
> Q: What's the last movie you watched
> in theaters?
> ► none
> Q: Where is the last place you went?
> ► galaxy mall
> Q. Do you smile a lot?
> ► always...people think I'm moron
> Q: Do you wish upon stars?
> ► of course
> Q: Are you a friendly person?
> ► I think so
> Q: Where did you sleep last night?
> ► in my bedroom,shared with my sis
> Q: Why did you sleep there?
> ► because that's the only room has a bedroom~ T.T
> Q: When was the last time you cried?
> ► saturday,15th November 2008
> Q: Rate life as of right now, one
> being bad, ten being well
> ► 7
> Q: What do you hear right now?
> ► brian culbertson - nice and slow album
> Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
> ► nope
> Q: What's your favorite month?
> ► april and december
> ========================================
> EMOTIONS:
> Are you missing someone right now?
> ► yeah
> Are you single?
> ► yeah
> Are you tired?
> ► nope
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> BASICS:
> ►Real name? Annette Tan -> of course this one not my real name lah wakaka
> ►Age? 25
> ►Eye color? brown black
> ►Zodiac sign? aries
> ►Male or female? female
> ►Single? single
> ►Crushing? *wink*
> ►Smart? *wink*
> ►Hair color? black,brown,red with dyes
> ►Sweats or Jeans? jeans
> ►Phone or Camera? phone
> ►Health freak? nope
> ►Righty or lefty? lefty
> ========================================
> FIRSTS:
> ►First best friend? anastasia marlike
> ►First award? forgot
> ►First enemy? forgot
> ►First pet? don't have
> ►First vacation? real trip to bangkok,HK and singapore
> ►First school camp? erm primary school
> ►Last school camp? senior high school
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> CURRENTLY:
> ►Eating? nope
> ►Drinking? water
> ►Listening to? brian culbertson
> ►Plans for tommorow? work
> ►Waiting for? no one
========================================
> WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
> GENDER:
> ►Lips or eyes? eyes
> ►Shorter or taller? taller
> ►Romantic or spontaneous? I can have both?
> ►Sensitive or loud? loud with lil bit of sensitivity
> ►Hook-up or in a relationship? hook up? I don't know
========================================
> HAVE YOU EVER:
> ►Drank bubbles? nope
> ►Lost glasses/contacts? yeah wakaka
> ►Ran away from home? nope
> ►Broken someone's heart? yes~ and I felt awful after tat >.<
> ►Been arrested? nope





almost a year ago, I talked to my friend,Selena via msn. and,really, I'm glad that I've met such a wise and young gal that can give me another perspective of seeing this life. Anyway, this is some of the convo that we had last year.

[ Selena ] says:
for sure, but the time taken away was wat causes agony
[KaguyaHime] says:
yeah...
[ Selena ] says:
there are happy moments
[ Selena ] says:
life ends faster than we expect it
[ Selena ] says:
but love, is forever
[ Selena ] says:
thats the depth of soulmates
[KaguyaHime] says:
T.T
[ Selena ] says:
we never know the time you are together, but you cant separate us no matter wat
[ Selena ] says:
soulmates in meeting him out of the billions of ppl in the world, soulmates in having that indescribable feeling when u first laid eyes on him, soulmates in that you guys love each other so much, soulmates in that he is loving you forever
[ Selena ] says:
fate, is wat isnt the happy ending, but faith in being sure, that you will see him again one day

After talked to her,I feel so relieved.

Last nite,febi tried to calculate percentage of me n Chris, and the result we got 60% matched. quite true what it said, we kinda bit possesive to each other >.<.

And, I've cut my hair again~ super short wakakaka~.Stress perhaps~>.<