Hmm...I'm not too sure who I should put my feeling today. Bit sad yeah...Part of myself said that" You must move on...it's okay to love someone else..." but the others said" But you can't just leave all those happiness memories that you have,you should always remember him anytime ...".
Betrayal...
Sad huh...
People often said,"You're goin to forget him very quickly...don't think too much of it...if not,they won't rest peacefully..." but the truth is,that's very difficult to do...9 months and yet I still can't forget him...is it a sin to always remember him?
I've tried to be tough,cheerful and always happy...but I can't do it....
At the end of the day, most likely I'm goin to cry again and again.
This morning, when I woke up,you know who that I dreamt? other guy! I didn't know why suddenly I've got cleared vision. I really freaked out!
I've already promised to myself, I won't to fall in love if I haven't met the person yet. But, now I don't know. All I can do only pray to God that he's always be protected and healthy.
Other bright side,I've got new nephew! His name is Steve Nathanael Intan, born on 3rd August 2008. Very cute! His picture is in my Friendster's photo album.